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i was getting sick of looking at that dumb (X) ( ) thing.
ALL OF YOU LJ PEOPLE STOP USING l33T SP33K! unless you are actually a l33t h4x0r. i'm sick of seeing dumb people who never play video games saying:
"...end of my lj entry.
Kthx G_G "
so please stop, i can't bear to watch you all steal another thing from me
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[06 Mar 2005|01:22am] |
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Well, this is my first time back in about 6 weeks, wouldn't you expect something more impacting than this?
(x) snuck out of the house
( ) gotten lost in your city
( ) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
(?) been arrested
(x) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(x) broken a bone
(x) been high
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) saw someone die or someone dead
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a moto cross show
( ) Lost a child
( ) Gone to college
( ) Graduated college
(x) Done hard drugs - judgement call...?
( ) Tried killing yourself
(x) Taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
Actually, I don't wanna waste your time, so i will type soemthing. I just remembered why I stopped writing, I keep getting writers block cause no one cares what other people's live journals say.
I'm convinved people write bullshit boring entries just to get themselves writing, then they can finally say something meaningful. (thats the conclusion I made by breaking my writers block, it's kinda like going back in time because I broke writers block by realizing thats what lj's are about and...me head hurts. How can you go back in time if you went back already and AHH - I might write about that later)
Like I just did. I had no idea what to say, then I started writing about why I stopped writing (which no one cares about) and it sparked this idea. So understand that i might start writing boring shit, and it will spark somethign ingenious, like one of my "I hate minorities" etc. entries.
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| I hate winter weather advisories |
[22 Jan 2005|01:36pm] |
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I HATE when its supposed to snow with a passion. The stupid assheads at the weather channel etc. say its gonna snow, and it doesn't. i would prefer not to know anything as to help avoid what happened on friday. I woke up at 9:00 and heard my mom playing with my dog outside and she said "your gonna be even happier this weekend when it snows more" so i smiled as big as i could becuase i assume it snowed a lot and school was cancelled. i looked outside 15-20 minutes later (after not being able to sleep cause i was so excited) and saw THE UGLIEST WEATHER POSSIBLE. I was never more upset in my entire life, i wanted to break something. I expected to see the best weather (snow covered grount) and i looked outside to see rain, wetness, my moms breath, and it was dark. Thats a 180 degree turn around from beautiful to FUCKING ugly.
so, all i really want, is NO ONE to tell me its going to snow. i dont want to hear about it, i dont want to know its gonna snow, cause chances are it won't. I'd rather not get my hopes up just for them to drop faster than the population of sri lanka after the tsunami.
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long time since i have updated, but its because i have had nothing cool to say. maybe if i start writing like this again i will get over my writers block.
Today i burned 15 cd's, bought 1, and recieved a burned one from someone else. they include:
Jimi Hendrix, are you experienced
Jimmy Buffet, songs you know by heart (because my dog chewed my other one)
Tom Petty and the HEartbreakers into the great wide open, and the self title
Earth Wind and Fire, Greatest Hits
Sly and the family stone, greatest hits (excellent cd if you dont know them, start listening)
Marley Live at the roxy 1 and 2
Simon and garfunkle, the definitive
The Who, Who's Next
The Police, Every breath you take
America, America
The eagles, greatest hits (dog got to it becasue it was with buffet
Clapton, chronicles
Jack johnson, Brushfire Fairytails and sitting waiting and wishing
3eb, self title, blue, and out of the vein (for other people)
i think thats 15, i didn't count
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K Miz 212 (3:06:07 AM): i still listen to that song tomesimtes too
K Miz 212 (3:06:08 AM): WOW
K Miz 212 (3:06:10 AM): sometimes*
I didn't even go to bed there.
On another note, i have been thinking a lot lately, and i am crazy. But i KNOW i am crazy, usually crazy people don't know when they are crazy, but i do. And i think its making my insanity harder to comprehend.
My dad is a doctor, and said he is taking me to the hospital and drawing my blood and doing one of those huge real serious drug tests on me. i smoked 6 days ago.
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| Desert Life |
[05 Jan 2005|09:18pm] |
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So, i am trying to clear some misconceptions. My lj name is Desertxlyfe, obviously. I dont know what you guys may think about it, or what it means, but it was my attempt to make fun of the stereotypical LJ user. My plan was to Desert life by killing myself and being depressed. although i am not usually a depressed person. and i think suicide is stupid, i mean if you wanna kill yourself...all the power to you. If you dont value life, you dont deserve it. (i hope tarik doesn't try to tear me apart for that comment being insensative) Anyway, i was just explaining why i have my lj user name. In hindsight if i knew i would actually enjoy this time trap, i would change my name too............................................(thinking)........................kylexcore...no, just something boring. so who knows.
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So the myans predicted something big would happen on december 23, 2012. and sure enough they were right. recently scientists predicted that 7 of the planets will line up on that day. Crazy myans called it about 1500 years ago.
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Uhh, how can i like indie if i dont even know exactly what it calls for to be indie? and is there that big of a difference between indie and indie rock? why are they so far apart? someone has to know..i mean this is a livejournal. And i like hardcore more than i like what i think is indie. a lot more. and wow, look at my score on mainstream cc. HA
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| HAPPY FUXING NEW YEAR !!!!!111oneoneone1!11exclamationpointexclamationpointoneoneoneone!!!!!!!!1 |
[01 Jan 2005|09:40pm] |
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So after sleeping through my 3rd new years i can remember, i feel good. I still think new years is a worthless "holiday" and is no excuse for Marios to be closed at this hour, but oh well. So as i was saying, i was in bed at 10:00 last night, and rung in the new year soberly, and full of energy. I enjoyed myself, i cant think of a better way to do things...maybe i would have liked to be eating cupcake more, oh well.
I hope no one got arrested, i hope no one got alcohol poisoning, i hope not too many girls got used, i hope no one got an std, i hope alok didn't get killed by the tsunami in India (i dont even know how close he was to it) and i hope the 9 million mosquitos that bit me in belize were all malaria free.
ps. fill me in with gossip on how awesome new years was, and how horrible it was that i was asleep 2 hours before you watched that ball thing fall down.
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[26 Dec 2004|12:43am] |
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this is gonna be teh sweetest lj entry ever.
not, it is gonna be teh suxorz.
in response to my last lj entry, i will correct myself. go get drunk, but dont be bad at it.
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[21 Dec 2004|06:15pm] |
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I'm here to talk about the worst day of my life, 17 times over - New Years Eve.
If there is anything more cliche than New Year's its valentines day, but i will get to that later. New years eve is the worst day of my year, year after year (thats a lot of years). Where can i start?
How about this, How many of you have made a new years resolution, followed through with it, and enjoyed it? I can answer it for you. NO ONE. I have made about 8 New years resolutions and the longest one didn't even make it to my birthday, Feb. 12. So If the point of new years isn't a new years resolution what is it? To get Drunk? If it is, i pity you. As much as i would like to join you, i am glad my parents coined the phrase "New Years is when the rookies party." Because it has given me a third person point of view to the atrocious happenstances of The First of The Year. My parents dont let me out of the house, if i am home, on new years because "the drunks are out" and they know i will join them. But i am glad, that i dont start the year with alchohol poisoning, a coma, or an STD.
I had to give this subject a new paragraph because its just so huge. After hearing story after story of new years and being so close yet so far from parties, i have learned that they SUCK. This year, everyone i know will probably go get drunk as shit, and do something so stupid, and think its funny in hind sight. I garuntee someone i know will get cheated on by their boy/girlfriend with multiple people (most likely boyfriend, because thats how it usually is if it's multiple people), and the excuse will be "i was drunk it's okay." Thats the sort of thing that makes me red in the face - there are no excuses, if you are gonna put yourself in a situation for that to happen, why would you proceed with it, and after it's started why would you keep going, or do it again? Someone else i know will hook up with a fat ugly person and just say "rock-on." And even another person will come out of it with a baby or an STD. So, when YOU are getting drunk off your ass, doing something you will regret, and making me mad, i will be heading into the new year responsibly, without a hangover, and with a few people i say "man, i thought they were better than that," about. So, Here's to you mr. rookie partier.
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[17 Dec 2004|11:32pm] |
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What the hell, i used to have so much to say and i would have to hold back from writing more than 3 LJ entries a day, now i cant think of antying to say. NOT A THING. excpet write like idiots do and say:
Dear Diary, Today was fun, i went to school and ate shit. Then i did shit you dont care about. Then i gave a bum some money to buy me beer. Then i got drunk and was SOOoOOooOoOoOoo wasted ~ ! OMGZ.....
as if you cared.
thats why i have nothing to say.
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Edit:
My dog pees every time i see him, but i knew that was a normal thing when they are excited. Except i heard that boy dogs get hard ons when they grow up. I dont want my dog getting a hard on every time i come home from school.
So i was in math, and Lauren Dunning said "it smells, kyle, did you fart," i said "no, i tell you when i fart, and i usually sit like this (with my legs strattled and my butt pointed toward her)" (thats the truth) then brian gould said "it was lauren...wait her legs aren't spread" then Emily Yount said "No, it smells like egg not fish."
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I got a dog this past weekend. He is definately my dog. i <3 him, even though he is black. His name is Bocephus or Bo for short. He is 8 weeks old and weighs 20 pounds.
( Bo Money Bo problems )
Thats whats up.
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nobody wanted to do my quiz game thing so i decided i was gonna do the hardest thing i could ever do. name my 10 favorite songs in no order:
1. The Warmth by Incubus
2. The Wall (i know its like 25 songs, but you have to listen to the whole thing at once) of course by Pink Floyd
3. Tangerine by Led Zeppelin
4. Crystal Baller by 3eb
5. When the Sun Sleeps by Underoath
6. Shine on Crazy Diamond by Pink Floyd
7. Piano Man by Billy Joel
8. While My Guitar Gently Weeps by The Beatles
9. Take It Easy by The Eagles
10. Can't Stop by Red Hot Chili Peppers
I have never done something so hard in my entire life. I added songs, and removed them, then felt guilty for leaving other songs out. it is damn near impossible to pick your ten favorite songs. I DARE you to try.
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| Dear Vegans and Those Who Call Themselves "Edge", |
[09 Dec 2004|04:21pm] |
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You suck. While i am eating a juicy, helathy, protien filled wonderful steak, you are torturing your body. While I am healthily gaining weight, you are remaining a skinny vagina. Those of you who are straightedgeXcore, you are probably some of the stupidest people i have ever met in my entire life. And you probably misunderstand me.
Being a Vegan is okay in some situations, and i can almost begin to understand the ludicrisy (this might not be a word, but i dont give a flying fuck, it is rather expressive and should be one) of it. You must not realize that you are not increasing your chances of survival. Mean > Soy period. The instances when veganism is alright with me, is when you think its cruel to animals. But, every time i say to myself "I somewhat understand this," i realize that i should never have said it because thats fucking rediculous. Animals primative brains are not developed enough to suffer as much as you think they can. Just because their faces look sad doesn't mean they are sad. So, if you are a vegan because you think animals are too cute, you suck. If you are a vegan because you think "the man" is keeping you down, SHUT UP. By trying to show the man you are too good for his meat, he is controlling you. Its the same at "The Awakening," that stupid bitch was getting controlled by her husband so much that she decided to have an affair, mostely because she could not control herself. Its the same thing, you are not doing anything right if you are a vegan. Stop torturing yourself. (by the way, its not soy milk, its soy juice...soy doesn't have nipples)
Straight edge fools, are not hardxcore enough. If you need to claim you are "edge" then you are being controlled like a 9 year old prostitute. Real straight edge people dont say they are "edge" because they just are. Those of you who are straight edge exhibit an astounding lack of self control. You are probably edge because you make a fool of yourself when you do drugs, or becuase you can't moderate your use of them, therefore you discard them from your life completely, "out of sight out of mind." On the other hand, some of you may want to do drugs, but are sacrificing because you want to "control the man" (it seems to be an overpowering theme these days). The truth of the matter is the same as before, The Man is controlling you. You are not doing anything besides punishing yourself. You are sacrificing your will to the man. You are fools as well.
As far as i am concerned, you two, sometimes one, group(s) of people are worthless. Sorry that "the man" manipulates you so. Maybe some day you will be able to think for yourself, and express yourself in your own way, instead of following others.
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I would have to say the only thing i disagree with is the part about art. I expected this thing to be funny, but it was actually quite accurate about me. Maybe not so much the empathy...i dont care how you feel, let alone if you share my pain. So forget that. Appealing qualitiesto me? -big butt, wide hips, swallows. Yet, I couldn't agree with this more when it says that my weakness is my Jealous nature, i am one jealous son of a bitch. But never for material posessions(remember, im not a jew).
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| SANTA |
[06 Dec 2004|03:52pm] |
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So i was asked today "Do you believe in Santa?" And I responded, i did, but now i don't.
This short conversation got me thinking and i realized that i DO believe in santa, and Santa isn't about believing. He isn't a person. He doesn't live in the north pole. He isn't fat and jolly, and he never says "ho ho ho." Santa is a feeling. He is an emotion evoked by the togetherness of family and joyful relaxation. Santa is generosity and good will. When families come together and everyone (except the theiving night crickets that ruin christmas's) is united under "Christmas Cheer" Santa is real. Christmas is celebrating Jesus's birth, but i decided everyone should celebrate Christmas except for jews, on account of they denounced Jesus and put him to death (although they were supposed to, they still did it). I think the only time of my life where i hugged my brothers (i dont know if i actually did this) was Christmas time. It makes everyone happy, and thankful, and generous. Those feelings combined form a great "man" called Santa. Thanks to him the world is a bit nicer in a few weeks out of the year.
And good thing to new years, thats when we send Santa home with our sinning.
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Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.
Woah, at first i thought outsider wasn't me, but the more i think about it, i am an outsider...(more to come in a future lj.)
"The most highly anticipated entry ever!" -Kyle Frederick
Here's a few funny conversations:
K Miz 212 (12:46:50 AM): i wanna take as little classes as possible, get out of college with a simple undergraduate degree, and get a job where i make like 80,000 a year and live in a house just big enough for me my wife and 1 or 2 kids.
K Miz 212 (12:46:55 AM): and be the most average white person i can be
mfmf10 (12:47:00 AM): haha
K Miz 212 (12:47:01 AM): a job like office space
mfmf10 (12:47:06 AM): hahaha
K Miz 212 (12:47:07 AM): sit in a cubicle and do whatever it is they do
mfmf10 (12:47:13 AM): i want to not live in this country when im older
mfmf10 (12:47:18 AM): and not really get a job at all
K Miz 212 (12:51:01 AM): good call
K Miz 212 (12:51:05 AM): live somewher eelse, and not work
K Miz 212 (12:51:06 AM): hahaha
K Miz 212 (12:51:09 AM): its flawless
aLEXellis117 (9:53:59 PM): and BLACK people dont even get coal for christmas
K Miz 212 (9:54:12 PM): because its a present to them
K Miz 212 (9:54:17 PM): they can finally heat their houses
K Miz 212 (7:46:48 PM): i lost my wallet in a nigger area of town
nexttillman9 (7:46:17 PM): damn
nexttillman9 (7:46:22 PM): and a nate snatched it up?
K Miz 212 (7:46:52 PM): and took all $4 to buy crack
nexttillman9 (7:47:11 PM): they used the 4 as a down payment
nexttillman9 (7:47:13 PM): then gave a BJ
Alex: "Can i put 'un-leaded(pronounced lead as in lead people)' gas in my car?
Alex: "Was it a minute and sixty seconds? What about a minute and seventy -wait i didn't mean to!"
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Well, after "winning" my last livejournal entry [although the purpose was to ask who would try to start civil war v2.0 (not argue over who is better...stinky yankee jews, or good old southern folk.)], as rob said it, its time for something that wont make too many people mad...Religion
I am converting Religions within the next 10 or 15 years, its in my 15 year plan(i dont really have one). Either way, i am sick of the catholic religion, i know it inside and out, and went to a catholic school for 9 years. All the stuff about gay priests can be disreguarded now, because its not as popular as everyone who hates catholics wants to believe because its funny.
Let me give a run down on things they lead my to betraying my old religion.
1. In catholic school they brainwashed every last one of us. In 2nd grade at the age of 8(?) i witnessed a peer say "[First Communion] made me feel so much closer to God, it made me feel like i was recognized by him and he loved me." Even at age 8 I recognized the irrational and rediculousness of that statement. WHO SAYS THAT WHEN THEY ARE 8?!
2. When it was time for me to get confirmed i didn't want to, and i was informed "i have to"
3. My mom said "when i was growing up i was too scared to be bad" and said she was "nervous and guilty" feeling when she saw boys with no shirts on. (around age 12 or 13)
4. My Dad said he was afraid he would go to hell every time he said or did somethign bad.
Basically, the catholic school system, and the catholic religion are all committing atrocious crimes against our youth. They are afraid to form their own opinion and have the 10 commandments carved into their faces. So thats why i want to convert.
I will be remaining christain however, i just dont know what. "I believe in God, but not his bullshit," can best describe my feelings. By his bullshit, i dont mean God's, i mean the shit people make up like all these miracles. I want to find a religion where i can believe in god, but not have to do stupid things that us catholics do.
On further thought, maybe i dont believe in structured religion, it's just an opiate of the masses as Karl Marx would say.
(ending on a famous quote always works)
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